The key to it all – for me

{ April 21, 2010 @ 1:36 am } · { Our journey }

Hello again and welcome back.

Once again I would like to thank you for taking the time to read my blog and allowing me to share my journey with you.  I would love to hear your feedback and your experience with the Law of Attraction as well, please let me know what you are thinking.  This is an amazing journey and I am so new to it.  My hope is that my experience helps others grow in their true self and reach the level of success they truly deserve and desire.

The key to it all, for me, was the roots of what I was doing.  Harv talks about it in his book, I learned about it at MMI.  Get with us at www.valsorter.com in our experiential learning division we can get you the book and free tickets to an MMI in your area, it’s worth it!  You really must attend.  And download our free audio to get started.  So, like I was saying the roots.

I have done things most of my life as a result of ‘proving’ someone wrong.  I have learned now that this is one of the bad roots.  We spend so much time trying to fix the apple (metaphorically speaking) and no time looking at the roots of the tree, at a time when the apple was perfect for shaping. I learned that a simple change to love and joy and peace can make all the difference in the world.

I used to sabatage myself.  I would hit my internal glass ceiling and everything would crumble.  I could be on top of it all, with everything going for me and the next day just flat on the ground again because of something stupid I did.  I couldn’t control it, so much seemed out of my control.

And then I learned about the roots and the fruits.  Something so small can be so foundational and so important.  I learned that when doing things for the wrong reason I could only ever reach a certain level of success.  More recently I have come to understand I can not move my spirit through fear and intimidation.  I can move it for a little while, but when moved like that our spirit starts to fight back and we start to resist.  And no matter what we do we will end up sabataging ourselves because of it.  Gosh, my life has played out like this…  In so many areas have I done this to my ultimate demise. 

I recognize it now more then ever before in myself, on the rare occassion I have that other voice pop into my head; but mostly I see it in others.  I see it around them now and it’s a pain that goes too deep to talk about here.  We hurt ourselves so deeply by playing this in our head. 

So I learned to love myself forward.  To truly embrace the journey and do it for the pure love and joy of my family.  Ultimately they are the ones I have been doing all of this for, but I never expressed that.  The need to prove others wrong was greater in me then anything else and that is what trumped all I did in my life and would consistently sabatage me.

I am learning to get out of my own way and the world is opening up more every day.  When I switched that mind set more things started to shift for me.  And at this point is when Dale and I went to NWA with Peak Potentials.

Our design in going was not to get into another opportunity, my thought in going was to really open my eyes to the possibility of what was out there and to the potential.  I was new to the idea of passive income, I knew I needed to learn more, and what better way to start then by seeing what was available.

Since we signed up for Quantum Leap with Peak Potentials we got everyone’s email address at the reception after the event.  Through that I started an email list and a mastermind group.  We had the first event at our house on the 9th of January and I will share next week how we went to the next level of manifestation in our lives.

This living into the law of attraction has been an amazing thing.  More next week about taking it to the next level.

To our journey,

Val

www.valsorter.com

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